| 2nd chance at life? |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|09:41 am] |
its been a long time since i blogged.... again....
well, through the time....
i got 1 new year resolution done... and its getting my DRIVING LICENSE!!!
finally, i got 1 baby down... 1 more hard one to find.... haha... talking nonsense...
but to my usual philosophical state of mind...
is it really true that everyone can truly get a 2nd chance at everything?
is it a good thing too for it to stay with us so long?
how do we know what to do next? with that decision...
will it kill us....
or
will it bring us true happiness?
"A bond is a deep connection that cannot be broken. Even if apart, heart and heart are connected."
"Life is a long path to a goal. Drop your heavy luggage and enjoy walking with your hands empty." |
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| ............................ |
[Sep. 21st, 2007|04:35 pm] |
it kinds of stink when nth is good...
but yet again...
why does it feel so different somewhere in us? |
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| ODEX stinks... |
[Aug. 16th, 2007|01:49 am] |
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Internet is our friend.... it provides good quality anime....
when i mean good quality...i really mean GOOD SUBS, GOOD VIDEO and AUDIO...
ODEX is an ass.... it provides anime....
but quality stinks so much that it wastes our time watching 1st 10 secs of it...
Stephen Sing.... Director of ODEX.... only know how to lose business...
pls la... if u want to earn money thru selling animes... pls DO UR HOMEWORK!!!!
dun think just becuz we, netizens, download animes = free of charge.... we download becuz of the quality....
we deserve good quality animes.... not some piece of crap show....
so SG anime lovers out there... dun buy Odex anime DVDs... let them ROT for they took our rights to BETTER QUALITY ANIMES!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2007|11:19 pm] |
its been a while....
closing the door seems a good thing...
but how long will it last like this...
pppl say i shud open just a little at a time...
but will it not be deja vu all over again? |
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| Starry Heavens - Day After Tomorrow |
[Jan. 11th, 2007|11:12 pm] |
What would I wish for now if I found
A shooting star that travels in the sky?
That promise I made when you left
Will always remain in my heart…
What I want to hear on nights that I can't sleep is your voice.
We talked until sunrise came.
Your face was shining when
you were immersed in talking, beside me.
The same starlight falls upon
you, who chase after dreams, and me, who watches over.
I wanted you to walk away without looking back
So I saw you off as I held back my tears.
What would I wish for now if I found
A shooting star that travels in the sky?
That promise I made when you left
Will always remain in my heart…
I want to be able to embrace you anytime,
softly hiding the increasing loneliness.
Although the flow of time seems to be disorderly since,
if we connect our feelings on that bright star,
We'll be able to change it into strong love.
Even that miracle you made on your own
will turn into something complete.
What would I wish for now if I found
A shooting star that travels in the sky?
We're connected no matter where we are.
Your words come to life.
The same starlight falls upon
you, who chase after dreams, and me, who watches over.
I wanted you to walk away without looking back
So I saw you off as I held back my tears.
What would I wish for now if I found
A shooting star that travels in the sky?
That promise I made when you left
Will always remain in my heart… |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 15th, 2006|11:53 am] |
different?
thats wats attracts us to each other...
wanting to know more abt the other party.... |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|01:17 pm] |
love can be magical.....
it can also be hurting.....
cant stand being single no more...
yet affairs of the heart... too much to handle...
i just want to cry it out....
i just to say to u.... "give me a chance...." |
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| PAYM Convention |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|01:31 am] |
My Table Mates...
We look like Prisoners with our tags & down-faces
Gayism...
Wats that Small Thing?
Gaying in the Toilet?
Denvers with who else? Gurmit Singh!!!!
Mr Phoa Yeok Leng meeting Mr "Phua Chu Kang"...
My Girlgirl with balloons!! so cartoon...
Magic Balloons... can lean on them..
Denvers again...
Attack of the Cookie Monster..
Knghts of Toy'R'us? |
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| Another Day Another Life |
[Nov. 27th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
don't we all ever want some days just to be wat they were?
let time freeze... happy times stay... bad times go...
happiness sure is something not easily to get... scarifices have to be made... even if it doesn't benefits u.... but for the person u love... hard decisions given by god...
anyways... lately i've been having some strength problems with myself... doing single base is not yet the time for me... gotta get to the next level...
love... not the time yet... maybe a few months later... interested in some girl... just not yet time... but connection or chemistry we have...
still... whether can be that man and not the boy.... lets see how my life progresses... need to study for CT too... Final theory driving test next week... a must to pass.... a must for a guy to drive a car... haha |
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| O_o |
[Nov. 4th, 2006|02:05 am] |
down with a sore eye.... dunno wat i saw.....
haiz... such luck down on me.... why.....
buying kamen rider kabuto toys for collecton....anyone can intro me any good ones?
really this entry i dun have much to say cuz not much has happened in my life now except i just had my 1st clubbing experience.... 2 drinks, feet pain and a sore throat.... |
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| Love Is Only A Feeling |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|03:57 pm] |
The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand
'Cos you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway
The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed
That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But love is only a feeling
Anyway, anyway
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
And we've got to stop ourselves believing
(It's here to stay)
'Cos love is only a feeling
Anyway |
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| L.O.V.E. |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|09:15 am] |
Lets talk abt something that afect us all humans.... L.O.V.E.....
What makes this word "LOVE" so dominating in our human emotions? It is something that is undefinable... there is no particular way of explaining it... its can only be felt witin the heart... so strong that is can either bring us joy & happiness..... or break us to pieces, suffering in undescribeble torment of pain...
Love is only a feeling.... just like "love at 1st sight".... a gust of feelings rush thru ur body...
happiness & joy.... it gives us the feeling to want to know the other person more... want to understand him/her inside/out.... create an extraordinary bond between 2 persons... giving them a reason to to live on... for the person... "even if the world were full of enemies, there is someone that you need to protect..."
torment of pain... sometimes god forces us to make diffult decisions... walking the path to relationship... doubts & halucinations arouse... destroying confidence and ruinning everything... whether to continue or to give up..
when one loves others, he falters.... but thats just being shy... because thats not weakness... even if the odds seem to be against you.... chances are still there... god doesnt give chances... YOU create the chances... treasure them... make good use of them... tell the person whom u really like... tell her... dun hesitate anymore...
for the person we like most... theres no questioning of the liking or love u have toards that person... just do it... grasp the future with ur own hands...
"there may be many obstacles in our lives... but if we dun overcome them... hw can we prove our existence in this harsh world.." |
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| time for some pictures |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
My Family.... Taken before my Big sis left back for Hong Kong.... I Miss her..... looks like a tomboy eh?
My Mum & Dad... taken recently at family dinner at Jack's Place...
Pretty & shiny eh?
Me & my BEstie in school... Tough Guys at work.... Logicbusters? |
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| grandma used to say |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|09:43 pm] |
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when one loves others, he falters... but, there's no need to be shy... because that's not weakness. |
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| Life is like a game of chess.... |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|11:12 am] |
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our life is like a game of chess.... we're born on mother earth where we will also die on it... we are chess pieces controlled by our good/dark side.... every decision we make determines our fate.... father time either continues the flow of time & makes more mistakes or freezes the flow to allow us to make the one important decision... |
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| Japanese Culture Mindset |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|09:48 pm] |
Animes, Kamen Riders, Ultramans, Gundams, Super Sentai aka Power Ranger(USA)...... these are phenomenons created by the people from the land of the rising sun, JAPAN.. Hike!!
a lot of adults just dun understand us(teenagers).... y watching these shows make us all look childish... just because its some guy wearing a rubber suit or cartoon..... Hell0! Animes are so far far far better standards than cartoons.... power rangers, understandable..... colorful rubber suits...
ultraman & kamen riders? fuck no!
these shows are far better.... kamen rider gives us the possibility of technologies.... ultraman..... well, its a good show thats all i can say......
on to cheerleading..... Basics mus be observed before processing to any advanced moves.... still im trying my best to improve on myself.... have too many competitors... need to upgrade.... I need more muscles!!!!!!! |
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| mistakes |
[Sep. 3rd, 2006|02:40 pm] |
everyone makes mistakes once or twice...... or maybe more in their 1 lifetime...
but its ok... mistakes is the mother of all success.... u need to experience some difficulties in everythign u do... to get u on the correct path...
cheerleading stunts are hard... trust me... for those guys who think its sissy or 'queer' for a guy to do something like this... try to do the stunts urself.... u cant do it better than us.... try co-ordinating while doing it.... u think u can bring it on?
able to do the lindy swing after weeks of trying & trial-&-error... finally, i can do it... also finally able to do the loading..... haha... damn, i'm good..(over-rating myself)....
well... nationals cheerobics are around the corner.... guys... lets ganbatte!!!!! |
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| there is a GOD out there.... |
[Aug. 24th, 2006|08:43 pm] |
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sometimes when we (humans) are down & outta luck & everything, we look to our spiritual self to guide to show us the way..... and when we seek for these spiritual help, we sometimes wonder whether our prayers will ever be answered, are our backs ever being looked after & are we ever being loved by a spiritual being far more great than us?
people used to say as long as u remain faithful & good & everything nice..... god will love u more than anyone else.... those sinful & bad & everything wrong will be shove aside by the gods.... that i would like to counter that saying today....
im catholic.... pray to our good lord jesus, god & mary & the other saints... im bad & everything wrong... sometimes pray also wondered whether prayers are ever answered... when times come for the judgement, the prayers used to bounce back to me..... i still pray... but began doubting god's intention.... what does he intend to plan for my life?
well, this morning just to cramp for a tough exam with 0% chance of passing... i just did read thrus as i cant memorise all... read once, read twice... still with 0 confidence... just b4 doing 1 final read of the notes, i prayed to god... asking him to guide me & everyone else taking the exam.... though still having doubts....
exam time.... tough qns.... 1 hr gone & majority of the paper is confirmed fail.... then MIRCALES do HAPPEN... somehow the qns became so clear & easy.... God had been watching over me & re-input answers back to my brain.... 0% chance of passing became 100% chance of passing....
-i love my god-
"God gives people chances if they are willing to create the chances themselves...." |
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| WW3? |
[Aug. 13th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
Killing is infinite... it never ends....
WWI, WWII, 9/11.... Haven't ppl learn their mistakes?
we are made to live, not to go around killing.... do these ppl want to make the earth a living battlefield? the gods sure wont lend a helping hand to stop this shit from continuing... and its up to us to do something abt it...
enuff abt the killing... lets look on the bright side of things....
MTV's Pimp My Ride.... New Crew(except Mad Mike), Same hosT(Xzibit)....
Can these guys give us the same exciting moments like what westcoast customs had done? surely enuff the cars do the talking... exciting ideas, cool pimped out cars, u name it they give it...
Cheerobics 2007 coming soon... pressure is sure on for all the cheerleading squads in singapore... can they bring on the heat on the battleground?
now for life issues... can love be so bitchy? how ironic it turns out to be that couples sometimes just wont trust each other... bitching around... thats what happens to my friend... relationship is like a rollercoaster ride, ups & downs, round & round we(humans) patch up our mistakes.. knowing sometimes these mistakes, even though when patched, someimes just seem to resurface at unexpected times... what is trust then in this life of ours? |
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| Body&Mind |
[Aug. 13th, 2006|02:00 am] |
Body.... Cheerleading, Mind.... Exams
Mind - Exams are close..... Too many to read, too little time to read.....
Body - Competition coming soon, still a rookie but must act pro........ |
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